said i would and i'll be leaving one day, before my heart starts to burn

it's now post cny and i really wanted to put photos up and everything but halfway, i got really lazy and started watching shaolin soccer and ironman along with my sister's running commentary and turning to me every 5 minutes to ask what's going to happen next. scratch that, she hasn't asked in awhile, though she DID ask if i was typing up that she was asking me what was gonna happen next.

but cny was fun and amazingly relaxed and everyone got to do things in their own time, although now i can't seem to stop eating. if my hands aren't occupied, i suddenly find myself reaching for the closest jar of cookies or keropok and i think we all know what happens next ;) but anywho, cny's really just an excuse to be decadent and we like it...and it's always great to have family around, of course ;D

everyone's been asking me questions bout me leaving and hell, i'm still not ready to go. my sis has told me to stop waiting for the time when i'll be ready cos that'll never come and that's neither really comforting or not. i'm leaving, and that's that i suppose.